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.Everything happens for a reason and when we least expect it. Not one to wait for things happen, I tend to push for what many call IMPOSSIBLE. I am the self published author of "Broken Promises Never Mend" which is currently on amazon.com. I am very proud of my accomplishment seeing as though I was told many times that I cant do it and also that I shouldnt do it. I go against the grain and can be a rebel of sorts. My intentions are good and I always usually win in the end. Not one to stay idle, Ive also been an entrepreneur and created gift baskets, scented candles and incense for many customers and have been blessed to even have gifted celebrity clients such as Nicole and Boris Kodjoe of Showtime's hit show "SOUL FOOD". I thank you for networking with me and God's Blessings! ~Essence M~

Friday, July 15, 2011

Internationally Known......................... !!!!! :-)


Hey lovelies! Long day but I wanted to share with you the news that I got today! It wasnt what I expected but I am still super happy and proud!
I occassionally check online for sales from Amazon and Barnes and Noble to see where my numbers are as far as sales. I decided to peek over and see if there were by chance any international sales and LO and BEHOLD  I see that there was a sale on Amazon UK! Yeah I know its ONE sale but who knows WHERE that sale was originated and Im believing that the person loved my novel "Bound by Lies" and decides to tell others about it. That would be fantastic and a swarm of new sales and international following! I think outside of the box! Word of mouth spreads quickly! I never thought that this would be occurring so soon. I believed I had at least a few more novels to crank out LOL. Im blessed nonetheless and thank you all for encouraging me on my journey! Love ya to pieces!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

The Countdown is ON!!!

Hey lovelies! So I am in the batcave working on my latest and I made some revisions and also changed the cover a bit. You know I am a bit of a perfectionist. I simply adore how things are coming into play. Ive had alot of help from my peers and inspiration from mu favorite people. My latest will drop January 2012. I know! I know! So far but I promised myself I would release a novel a year and I am going to do it. The funny thing is my other 2 novels are still doing extemely well. I am not on the New York Times Bestsellers list but all in due time I will acomplish a feat met by my author friends and mentors! I just love them! So I will give yall a sneak preview of the first chapter of my novel... its unedited! I hope you like it and I will also include the NEW cover! Love ya to pieces!
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My Prerogative
            A juicy gob of spit dripped down her chin. Brianna had never done this at work before but as soon as he mentioned he would pay extra for private service she decided to go for it. I mean what the fuck! Women have been giving up pussy for years without being compensated for it. Its time to get paid for services rendered!  
            Her hand moved up and down the shaft of his erect penis as she kept it in her mouth, He groaned and grunted in pleasure while Brianna sucked on his dick like a Hoover Vacuum. The throbbing in her mouth was felt as it bobbed and remained warm and wet causing her to taste his pre cum. Brianna knew he was about to blow his wad down her throat and was ready to keep sucking  and stroking until he did.
Brianna said she would only do this when she was in a relationship but lately was tired of being mistreated for where she worked and how she made her money. Any man that wanted to be with her would have to know and understand that Brianna was an exotic dancer or a plain ole’ stripper and this is how she made her money. The Golden Palace was a place where friends and foes were made on a daily basis. Every man/woman and child for themselves and no one was exempt from being a target no matter who you were.
            Brianna began to hum so that the back of her throat massaged his dick in her throat and tickled the tip. She was determined to keep her mouth wet because Brianna decided she wasn’t going to fuck him. That was really the last resort. This man was big as a house, about 350 lbs and smelled like stale cigarettes and Heineken beer. His sweaty belly kept hitting her in the face when she changed positions and she felt the prickly hairs on his crotch rub her hands as she grabbed and massaged his dick.
Brianna wanted to get this over with so she could get her dough and finish her shift. One more hour was left on her shift for the night and she wanted to get home to rest up for her other job as a Home Health Aide. She hated that she had to have two jobs but it was the only way she could legitimize why she couldn’t finish school when she was suppose to. Financial aide ran out and she had to take a semester off but that was a year ago and now she’s stuck stripping by night and nursing by day. She was determined to move out of the projects if it killed her. Way too many things occurred and she was beginning to be fearful of her life. Living at home wasn’t an easy task either and that’s another reason why she remained at work.
With the task at hand, she focused back at her client and sucked harder in order to speed up his process. He grabbed the back of her dark brown hair and began to fuck her face hard and fast causing her to gag, He knew he wasn’t going to get the pussy so her tongue was the next best thing. Brianna had her 42DD’s out of her purple bikini top and he played with her nipples and she kneeled between his legs going to work on his chocolate penis.
“Uh Yeah, Ooh take this dick! Ooh Damn! Im gonna cum!”he said as she took her mouth off and let him bust his jizz all over her tits. She was supposed to swallow but at the last minute decided against it.
“That’s a dumb move bitch!” he said wiping the tip of his dick with a baby wipe and pulling his pants up above what should be his waist but his big gut hung over. He struggled to buckle the belt and just left it dangling which made it jingle when he walked.
“This is why they call it ‘VIP’ and you didn’t treat me like a very important person!” He pulled out his wallet and began to count out five single hundred dollar bills. They were crisp and rustled as he did so he licked his fingertips and used the saliva to separate the sticky bills.
“This is why they call it ‘prerogative’. Just run me my money so I can tend to my other clients. I got shit to do” Brianna adjusted her bra top and grabbed some baby wipes to clean up her mouth and chest which was dripping in his ejaculate. She didn’t want her next client to know she did this or else they’d all want it and while he was her first, she didn’t particularly care for it. Besides going home to her mom’s house, she didn’t want to smell like sex. Smelling like old people was bad enough and she did that every day to pay the bills. Stripping was for extra shit she wanted and she didn’t intend to stop until she got what she wanted.
“You know I give two fucks right?! I just did you a favor so give me what’s owed to me and I’ll be on my way”.
Her mouth was slick and she knew how to make people give her what she wanted. Brianna stuck a piece of gum in her mouth and re applied her ruby red lipstick.  She stuck her hand out for payment and waited patiently for him to give her the money owed. He placed it in her hand and he smirked. She counted the money and rolled her eyes.
 “This isn’t all my money”
 It wasn’t what was agreed upon and she kinda wished silently that she did what he wanted.
“Its my prerogative remember!” he said as he kissed her on the cheek and walked through the curtains. He looked back and said, “next time do what you are supposed to do and you’ll get all that you want”
“Shit!”, she exclaimed as she threw the money on the rust colored sofa in the VIP section of the club. Another fucked up night at the club but it gave her an idea that would change her life forever!